Make me feel like a queen, and I'll never fall away

Last night I had a breakdown. I just can't do it! I want to end this all becuse then I won't feel anything. But no-one would believe me anymore and I just want this all over.

So I went to mum and was crying so today I stayed home from school and we went to the doctor and got an app. with a sych tommorrow. They may want to put me in the hospital for a few days because of the medicine. I don't want to miss that much school!!!

So I don't know when I'll next update.

another week, another weekend. One down, 134 left. Yay.

Mums going with a friend to Shlitterbahn today. I may or may not go, becuse I wanted to go over to Becca's, but she didn't ask, so I probably won't. Maybe I'll ask someone else if they want to go with me...

I sewed the front of the bodice! Yay!!!

And Heather likes Ian, which I don't really care, but Becca does to an unearthly amount. But if she flirts/dates him I'll shoot them both. Dead. She's such a whore!

I have discovered high school.

And it sucks. Majorly.

Serously, only 3 days into it and I don't even have time to post, much less sleep! Its insane!!!!!

And they say it just gets worse...

No sewing done so far.

So I got the grand idea today to make ANOTHER dress. Wow. Anyways, I decided just to use this table cloth I got for a bodice and bought new green linen for the skirt. Or at least, it looks like linen and if you ask, thats what it is. So, now I have a new project to keep me occupyed (like starting High School isn't enough) and possably getting it finished by RenFest. You know, I wonder if there's a community for TX RenFest. Hmmmmm....

In other news, I also bought Play-doh. Didn't relize how cheep that was compared to, say, a lego set. Like, $10 for a fun one with moulds and suff-ers. Halliluja, I'm saved by the miracle of Play-Doh.

( See what I made...LIKE, SHOEBOX! )

Also watched The Sixth Sense last night and cryed, not to menchen that it was awsome. Yeah, I've never seen it before, as I was too young when it first came out, as well as I have started a M. Night Shalaman (sp?) obbession with finding him and the repeat actors in the movies. And trying to figure out the ending before it comes. But I already knew that he was ****, so that one was kinda ruined...

Is that how you spell it? Hmmmm...o.0.

Anyways, I have not written, but have instead read a HUGE HUMONGOS AMOUT, SIZEABLE TO A FLAMENGO becuse thats who I am. Yepyep.

So, I got me ring. It is SHINY!!!!!!! and blue. And....annoying. Very much so. I also FINISHED MY DRESS (!!!!!!!!)

( which I look very bad in, but o! well. )

Well, not quite done, as I havn't finished the sleaves nor the undergarments, except for that messed up chemise. Sad, really.

dounnna-do

Anyways, I decided, that, seeing as I had never really read any good Remus/Tonks, I decieded to serch it. Enter my latest obbsession: R/T fluff!!!! I have spent all the time since my last post reading it on lj (becuse I've never found any on ff.net) and am addicted. Primary to kaleidoscopefur and rl_nt_ficathon I know, I can hear the gods of...I dunno, something yelling at me right now about how fluff is not the only thing you should be reading, yada yada yada, but I'm going to anyways!!!

So guess what? I now have the evil (trust me, its evil) plot bunny-o-doom telling me to right my own fluffy r/t fic. Oh dear. Ohhh dear...

Kayla's party was somewhat fun, but mostly not, becuse first I was bored and a bit weirded out, but then we go with Christien and Sara's bf to the real party, and Chris started flirting with me. And I liked it! Not really him, but I havn't been kissed sense the start of summer, and I am wee bit despit. One problem: Kayla really, really likes him too. So she see's this and starts getting all depressed like. Finally, he stopped. So then we have a bit of an awkward ride home, where the little brother of GUESS WHO (he's blond, blue eyed and my ex boyfriend) is over. Along with my aunt. And sister's friend. Well, then my aunt left and OMFG IAN SHOWS UP!!!!! He's grown a freaking FOOT and is very sunburned from marching, the weirdo. But I still like him! I mean, I BLUSHED when he came in!!! Blushed!!!!


In other news, I also go A VERY SEXY NEW BOW PLUS ARROWS!!!!!!!! AND TARGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...hey, ho and a bottle of rum.

No, I did not just watch Pirate's of the Carrabean. Its just stuck in my head.

Anyways, yesterday was very boring, as the vacume didn't work. So we need to buy a new one, but of course havn't, as we have no credit card. *headdesk* Oh, so you havn't heard about the events of Thurday?

( only the extra bored may enter... )

In other news, I am FINALLY going to work on my bodice today!!!

I need to vacume. And sew. And eat. Bugger, I don't want to!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I need icons, so I'm going to go around and find some...

Erm, my hair is red and I'm still in my pj's and its nearly 10 am. wowowo

Kayla's Birthday Party is tommrrow!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!

Anyways, we have 3 computers, mine, my mums and Laptrap (our laptop).
I love Shoebox (omgthelatestupdateLOVE!) and of course Harry Potter. And
mugglecast. And oldschool-LiveJournal. I basically grew up with
LiveJournal, all the way from the time you had to have a code from a
friend to get a journal. That was a longgggg time ago!